why I'm not good enough and how come I have written this blog

This is probably my last post on this subject directly and I'll get sued for it if I'm not careful.

I have signed a binding over order for leaving a valentines day card at the church where I was baptised. I had sent them a christmas card asking to be my Mary and trying to stop their name being bandied about on Capital FM. I did this because it is my recollection that they were a model for the score group of publications and when I found out I challenged their parents. I was trying to stop the usual production line that occurs in this borough as I have learnt since then from a leaking of information. If the score group really uses under 16 models from this area and I lived in ignorance and failed to stop it then in my minds eye I am not fit to be a youth worker or Anglican Synod in this borough and I have no intention in following others example and become photographers of them within the church membership for said publications.

If you read this please use the housing guidelines outlined on this post to see that they get housed as they grow up rather than what usually happens when they become 'fresher fodder' by a system that will not help them properly by encouraging unrealistic expectations or worse playing on their grades to categorise them. Sustained employment and meaningful relationships with people their own age through proper education channels such as FE and Birkbeck centre in Uxbridge and concurrent part time employment is a better option provided it is not used for spies as has occurred with bogus colleges that has hampered the war effort in Afghanistan and Iraq. This is a non racist point as there are reputable colleges and faiths in the UK thanks to the tolerance of the Church of England, though it lacks a church primary in every parish.

The last comment is based on how I on disability benefits was able to study at two HE institutions at once.

I am truly sorry for being a rubbish man and being ignored when I tried to raise the issue and will have to start over and work towards chaplaincy to clean up the mess that growing up in ignorance of its continuation created while at school and doing voluntary youth work has done.

Mea Culpa.

where now for donations?

Should a man leave £400,000 to the Girl Guides after attacking girls aged 5-9 instead of leaving some to his daughter who was one of his victims?

This was discussed in tonights Radio 4 pm programme with one commentator from Barnados saying yes if he was penitent and another saying no it should be used to fund treatment of offenders programme.

This issue is live in Hillingdon because of teh Score group of publications (see earlier posts). Is donations for modelling from an illegal age constitute the same thing? Because of the Trojan (Fiona Cooper) group of publications that have modelling for adults (aside from one title), is ist the case of one generation covering up for the next?

How to bring down Barclays Bank in the UK

Tell the counter staff that the firm Telebilling (adult text activities) banks with them via ABC chaps payments. Did some 'journalistic research' and paid it from my income support. Similar service is advertised is advertised in the local press in London so is regulated by the UK media. If the police can't condone it, which arm of the state allows it and why?